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Saturday, May 09, 2009 i opened up the boxlooking at her belongings.. it all came rushing back.. the memories of her.. tears of sorrow engulfed me... how i wish i could relive the days when she was still around.. when we used to play the 'ma-sa' together when she knows i was so lousy in teochew but still trys to understand what im saying when she would let mi drink her beloved coffee secretly cuz my mum dun like mi drinking when she sleep on my bed with her wooden pillow and her red blanket when she would watch mr bean tapes with me countless times and still laugh over the same parts over and over again when she have meals with us and scolds us for not finishing up the food when she complain to me that her skin is so wrinkled when she would wake up early in the morning to read her the papers and cook breakfast when she eats her favourite fishball noodles when she cooks my favourite pork porridge which no one could cook it the same.. when she tells us stories of her past and never gets bored telling us over and over again when she says not to disturb me with my work even though im playing my computer games i really love to see u come back just for 1 minute.. i really miss you... the memories will stay with me forever i really love u grandma Sunday, February 22, 2009 there's nothing in this world that is more valuable than your sweet smile..Friday, February 20, 2009     Sunday, January 25, 2009 at the final hours of the lunar year before the chinese new year kicks in!to those few ppl hu are still religiously following my blog, let mi wish u a very belated happy new year and a beearly chinese new year!! -_-haha hope this coming year will be a better year.. although the year of 2008 was a very gd one alr cuz it was then i found you.. it was also a year of milestones, like having my first(there shld be more but i guess my brain wasnt tt developed at the point of time so i cant really rem..) birthday party.. coming to NUS, my beloved hall life.. and the new frens i haf made.. minus the chui results i got.. haha really glad to have my old friends as well (aj, marist and army) along wif mi hu made my life really better and more enjoyable. and of course lastly my family who has always been supporting mi this while.. thank you everyone! hmm. since when it became a dedication entry..haha well many things are coming my way too. wif my IHG just ended(without me playing a single game), my aca and choir performances, endless mugging, and so much more fun wif my dear wt.(speaking of which our day is coming!! =)) haha thank you for all the joy u brought to my life thank you for all the smiles that always brighten up my day thank you for all the consolations when im down thank you for just being there for me.. =) Wednesday, December 03, 2008 7thwinter's coming. snows falling. and the sky's gloomy but there something bout you in me in the bitter cold, it was you tt pulled mi out of the hole for if there wasnt you then there wun be me let me forget the sadness and only remember the happiness i wanna be with u and for us to stick together just like glue its a wonderful 9 months and i hope everything was nice and fun for you and for me and for us.. Wednesday, July 23, 2008 Insanitythe eye meets the brain. you are that small circle inside your body. nothing beneath all this craziness. it enlarges and presses against your nerves. you feel insane. a feeling of desperation yet releasing. you live a life of nothing. yet you think its meaningful and bliss. it clouds your thoughts. the rhythm of the beat in you. thumping. madness is all that is left. its all deceiving and nothing made sense. it feels like being locked up in a cell. with the straitjacket around you. but with all the rage you feel a sense of calmness. inside. then it exploded. it was looked like a sky of blue. feels sure like an oasis. almost insane. questions left unanswered. it all goes back to where it started. Monday, July 14, 2008 the next chapter (6)everytime i close my eyes, all i see is nth but u i need you i want you as i move on to my next phase of life, well aware of the impending pressure upon me i wished for u for u to be my side always i wished for our hearts to bind as one for nth but just u and me for the sun to shine upon us and then the moonlight... i jus wanna thank her for all the support and love she's been givin me =) u'll always be my baby.. |